This week...well let's just say...it's been a little bit of a slap in the face...
Piled on top of 2 papers to finish...I have just been sad...Joshua has been such a good fiance this week too. He has probably said some things under his breath about me...but for the most part he's been sensitive and wonderful...that's why I love him....and why I am spending my life with him.
I don't know where us as humans get the idea of being fake. I have often struggled with being real. There have been times in my life when I have tried being real and it didn't go too well.
This semester has been hard...that's a bit of an understatement...don't get me wrong GREAT things have happened...but it has still been challenging. Things haven't exactly met my expectations.
Being real..it's a beautiful thing. I often envy people who are real. However, I never seem to be able to achieve it. This realness...
So many times I have used the good things in my life that have happened to cover up the way I have really been feeling. Why is it such a struggle to be real? Why do I feel as if people want to see me being happy and fake all the time?
I have been convicted of that this week. So here I am...trying to be real. It's a process...
Join me?
right there with you.
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